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the randomness that is my lifee haha

i havent posted anything in a while, and im just sitting in my bed at home at 8:00 doing nothing so why not updated you on my lifeee!!

well the reason im sitting in my bed at 8:00 doing nothing with no plans to move in the near future is that my phone is broken…yes i did write broken…and yes again. this may be my 4th (or 5th?) env3 in 1 year!! and this time bothhhh screens on this piece of crap are broken. the front screen is just white and you cant see anything and the inside screen looks like some one chopped it up into strips and turned it upside down, it is also illegible, except for the time, which you can see if you really look at it closely. not that you really care how my phone is broken haha but now you know, you know just in case… im sure i could try to get a hold of someone if i really wanted to but my bed is too comfy, and my house it too cool, and my computer can keep me just as occupied as my friends can (sadly enough haha) to motivate me to do that.

on a new note, 5 weeks til im back in school! like exactly 5 weeks! im so excited! everything at home has been going surprisingly well for the last 2 weeks, im just bored now! haha but its finally nice again to be around my friends, no drama (well not really), no fights, everyones friends, doing there own thing, relaxing, and somewhat chilling out a bit. i think everyone for the most part has come to terms with who everyone else is and they have come to realize that YOU cannot change someone. you learn to deal or you move on, the end. so its been good, and ive been happy! haha yay!

another new note, operation get ready for school is officially in effectttt…that means diet, gym(???), no unnecessary money spending, getting all the stuff together that i didn’t think i would need but in my one year at school i have come to see that it actually is a necessity. for example duct tape. why you ask? simple, THINGS BREAK! if my grandpa has taught me anything its that anything can be fixed with rubber bands and duct tape. i promise. other 2nd year necessities include:

color printer, a microwave that can make popcorn in under 9 mins, cleaning supplies, cooler colored sheets, speakers, bathroom stuff, kitchen/cooking supplies haha ok thats enough for now…

then of course all the other things like toiletries, back to school supply’s, and CLOTHES!!! cant waitt :)

work is also going good, i actually really love it!! its a lot of work for not a lot of money but its one of those rewarding things, i guess. i think it takes a certain kind of person to be a camp counselor, or to work with kids, for real. and as much as i talk smack, theres something about them that makes you feel good. when they call your name weather its because they just want to chat or they want to try to convince you that they cant play soccer because of something ridiculous like a bug bite on their elbow its nice to know that they can talk to you and be silly and themselves with you. but the thing im going to miss the most about it is they make me laugh, legit all day. and im truly going to miss it when all is said and done! but for now i just need to get paiddd!! hahaha

ok now im finally done! im happy, and warm, and cozy in my bed. much love <3 ttyl

over dramatic

why is everyone these days so over dramatic? its like annoying to me.

if you didnt overreact about the stupid, minuscule, it has no significant value in life itself, little thing in the first place then you wouldnt have tangled this big giant web of overdramatic overreaction! does that even make sense? it did to me, well atleast when i wrote it it did. cant you see im trying to be the bigger person here. isnt this is the effort your talking about!? isnt it ever enough!? well take it or leave it sista, this is as good as it gets. against my better judgement im trying to help you work it out and make sence of it all when in fact, want to know what i think you should do? look at what happened, how you reacted, and were it is now. i get it, i really do, you were hurt ill even go to say you were betrayeddd (in your own mind at least) but its time to let bygones be bygones and move on! dont tell me 

“…everyone has grown up and we seem to have more differences now. i’m not sure whats going to happen…”

first of all thats over dramatic bs and second of all what happens lies in your hands, in all of our hands. lifes what you make it and YOU made this mess, so dont make me pay for it. if a little thing like this can put your panties in this tight of a knot boy have you got a rough time ahead. if it wasnt for my best friend there would be no trying to make this work. no emails, no meetings, just the end. yes the end, sorry thats life. the first sign of this turning into an episode of Dr. Phil (which will prob end more like maury) im out. im too old for this shit. sheesh. much love from a tired, cranky witch, goodnight and ttyl.

Connecticut…we’re full of surprises!

OMG! i went to ct for a 4 day weekend and it was seriously amazing! i saw two of my bffs from school and it was the most fun ive had in a looooong time.

here are some of the amazing things we did <3

stew lenords experience, meeting mons family, gotham city, exploring the streets of New Haven, having sleepovers with new friends, locating matt, visiting U of New Haven, seeing angus, making home made sangria, hot tubbing in the rain, making new flavors of j shots, riding dirty in the golf cart, paddle boating, watching sex and the city, seeing more friends, having margaritas, discovering cherry, sleeping in a california king, tanning on the deck, road tripping to north white plains, spending time with amazing people and doing crazy things i will never forget…

ahh it was so good to be reunited! i hope to see everyone again really soon because im seriously ready to go back to school, not to the work, but to doing what i did in ct all day (minus school work haha), i could seriously get used to that…again